Rob Halford’s Confess: “I’m a pop tart”

“Pop tart” is the qualification by which Rob Halford identifies most readily in his newly released book (Confess: The Autobiography). And although he has the musical-phrasing proficiency of the crooners of popular music at its height, it hardly shows in this book – a rather dry, sparse, and substance-lacking piece.

The lack of substance does not pertain to Halford’s romantic life, which is the main subject of the book. There is no way his need to be out with his sexuality could be underestimated – it is no less than cathartic and life-saving – his personal purgatory, as he calls it. After following him through his ordeals and dalliances, we are happy with the conclusion of Rob being in a commited relationship for twenty five years.

Confession – released September 29, 2020

The “shock” and problems of the book begin outside its deeply intimate narration.
There seems to be a bias, unwillingness, and general lack of interest to get to the core of most matters.
A first discrepancy is Halford’s vehement assertion that the impression he had been into BDSM was “an urban myth and utter bollocks: I’m pretty vanilla”. That urban myth, however, was created by Halford himself through various interviews, including one for The Advocate, when he came out of the closet. If any amount of sincerity could be surmised from his lyrics, these, too, refer to him as “sadomasochistic to the core”, in one of the most convincing songs of his solo career, Fetish. He admittedly signalled the handkerchief code from the stage with Judas Priest in his years in the closet – messages such as “fisting”, “watersports”, and “heavy S&M”. In any case, he puts to rest a dispute with K.K.Downing of who came up with the leather-and-studs image that would become a trademark of the heavy metal genre: K.K. did suggest the style and Halford went along.

Speaking of K.K., his individual musical contributions (prior to British Steel where Judas Priest began writing as a team) seem almost entirely omitted from the book, in favour of various references to Glenn Tipton and his “ingenious riffs”. There are words full of sentiment as to how he and Halford wrote music together; in contrast, there’s no reference to Before The Dawn, a ballad by Downing which is known to have been very personal to Halford, who wrote the lyrics. In addition, there’s a distinct negative colouring of Downing’s character, referring to him as “constantly moaning: that’s what he does”, at times completely irrational, and being notorious for holding a grudge. In contrast, Glenn is portrayed as self-assured, determined and clear-visioned, almost a saintly figure “with a beatific smile”, who would regularly dismiss Downing’s “moaning” with a sarcastic remark.
It is nearly painful to read such accounts in light of the book by K.K. Downing, which serves as a poignant outlet for his life of frustration within the band, caused primarily by the condescension and dismissal by its dominant figure (Tipton), even when vital matters were brought to the table, pertaining to both the band’s business and interpersonal dynamics.

Rob Halford, on the other hand, has no issue with authority of any kind. He dreads confrontation – a leitmotif in the book. We see him, in a large portion of it, fawning over various “stars”, including Johnny Depp and Lady Gaga, and not least, “Queenie”. It feels awkward to witness Halford’s delight at being noticed by a “celebrity”. At least once in the book, he describes himself as masochistic.

Rob Halford’s industrial project, 2wo

In contrast to the drooling accounts of encounters (or their contemplation) with Freddie Mercury, Cher, Jack Nicholson, Madonna and various others, there’s little in the book pertaining to musical matters. Halford claims, understandably, that Judas Priest is the most important thing in his life – and yet music seems a backdrop for his next romance or brush with a celebrity.
He awkwardly derides some of his work, both in and out of Priest, for various reasons: projects outside Priest (except for Resurrection which he designed purposely as a statement that he was “metal” and an appeal to rejoin the band) are given little significance, particularly the album Crucible, strangely described as “not heavy, unlike Resurrection”. A work with Priest such as the infamous Eat Me Alive is addressed as lyrically “a joke”, although it can’t be a more poignant sublimation of Halford’s “enormous sex drive” which coloured both his work and personal life.

Halford seems most concerned with the perceived authority of not only Judas Priest, but the metal scene in general; in fact, he has recently stated that “metal” is his favourite word.
Like Downing, he embraces Nostradamus wholeheartedly and swears that the album should one day see its proper presentation and rightful place as a rock-symphonic masterpiece; unlike Downing, he does it somewhat apologetically: after all, the album had divided “our beautiful metal maniacs”, as he likes to refer to them in public. A simplistic, formulaic, easily digestible album like the band’s latest, Firepower (a big commercial success) is laudably extolled.

Judas Priest on their last tour (2018-19)

In conclusion, Halford leaves us on the happy note that “The Metal God” can’t be more fulfilled – a title he likes using, leaving us to question the extent and depth of his self-irony. It doesn’t seem to penetrate between his self-effacing and his self-aggrandizing sides, nor does it aim to. Halford’s irony is neither of the Socratic nor the Romantic kind: it is content with the lustrous duality of the surface.

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JUDAS PRIEST’s Heavy Duty: Clash of the Metal Gods

An attempt to navigate their recent turbulence while flying the flag for Glenn Tipton

“There’s good and bad news about TWISTED SISTER”, said Dee Snider prior to their retirement, “we look like aging drag queens, but we’ve always looked like that”.
To everyone’s dismay, the golden years of glamorous metal titans from the other side of the pond, JUDAS PRIEST, could currently benefit from such tedium.

Judas Priest

What should be a whole separate article, this drama is underscored by the somber fact of Glenn Tipton’s progressively deteriorating condition.
It would appear he’s been living with Parkinson’s for at least ten years, while carrying on his heavy duties like a hero. In his candid soft-spoken manner, Glenn crushed us with: “Guys, my brain is telling my hands to do something and they’re not doing it”, while demonstrating genuinely upbeat humour – a relief for those who love him and inspiration to others. (Full interview at Guitar World)

Judas Priest

Judas Priest, London, Hammersmith Apollo, 26 May 2012; Photo by Diana Chavdarova

Judas Priest

Judas Priest, Utrecht, TivoliVredenburg, 14 June 2015; Photo by Diana Chavdarova

Considering Glenn Tipton the anchor of JUDAS PRIEST, I’ve stumbled across opinions that “Glenn is extremely underrated in rock’n’roll, metal, and music entirely”, which cannot be more puzzling.
Rooted in blues, his clarity of phrase exudes almost fragile vividness, and culminates in the immersive ecstasy of this string-caressing sensuous master. He combines traditional blues modes and classical ones with the blend of precision and unrelenting expressiveness that came to characterise the band. In later years his tone eased out, while assuming a deeper, more demure form.
It must also be noted that Glenn has always interacted with the audience as naturally as the heavyweights of blues, yet so intensely, his gaze seemed intent on stopping our heart.
“This isn’t just JUDAS PRIEST”, he said, “It’s an event in which we’re together, and nothing in the world can compare.”

An immediate answer might be that the ferocity of KK Downing, his tonal sharpness and apt improvisation, merged with Halford’s insane crescendos, epitomised Metal to the PRIEST fan.

Equally understandable was KK Downing’s astonishment, conveyed in late February, that he wasn’t considered Glenn’s replacement for the upcoming tour.
As a consequence, this eloquent gentleman and founding member had to suffer what seem ill-accusations and attempts to diminish his legacy.
During a radio interview, Rob Halford all but erupted, deeming KK’s emotive publication “superfluous” and “insinuative”.
If anything became clear to the audience, it was how deep tension ran between Halford and Downing, whatever the reason. KK followed up with a brief clarification, dispersing a possibility of being misinterpreted.

It should be allowed that KK Downing could have approached the band privately. The band has been in denial, however, for ignoring the obvious option of Downing assuming his original role, in lieu of Tipton. Fans needn’t be made aware of PRIEST’s dealings, but they ought to have been considered while making such a crucial decision.

Members of the band proceeded to release statement upon statement of how surprised they were that KK would fathom the possibility of his return, culminating in: “We lacked energy towards the end of KK’s era” – precisely why KK said he left.

We have Downing’s autobiography coming up in September:

Judas Priest's Heavy Duty

“As the band approaches its golden anniversary, fans will at last be able to delve backstage into the decades of shocking, hilarious, and haunting stories that surround the heavy metal institution. In ‘Heavy Duty’, guitarist KK Downing discusses the complex personality conflicts, the business screw-ups, the acrimonious relationship with fellow Heavy Metal band IRON MAIDEN, as well as how JUDAS PRIEST found itself at the epicenter of a storm of parental outrage that targeted heavy metal in the ’80s. He also describes his role in cementing the band’s trademark black leather and studs image that would not only become synonymous with the entire genre, but would also give singer Rob Halford a viable outlet by which to express his sexuality. Lastly, he recounts the life-changing moment when he looked at his bandmates on stage during a 2010 concert and thought, ‘This is the last show.’ Whatever the topic, whoever’s involved, K.K. doesn’t hold back.” (Pre-order link)

The argument that KK had quit, and his return was unthinkable, does not hold water not only due to the drastic change of circumstances following Tipton’s withdrawal, but because a similar situation had occurred before:

Halford in 1998:
“I would never do it” (referring to a PRIEST reunion), “I’m not just saying that now and five years from now I’m gonna be on stage with PRIEST again. I value my personal creativity and my integrity more than a few dollars in the bank. It’s never the same the second time around, especially when there’s something more attached to it than the music. Reunions smack of big dollars, instead of people feeling that they want to go out and play music together.” (Read full interview)

Halford sounds slightly more unwavering there, than Downing more recently:
“I think today I’m a better player than I was yesterday or five years ago when I left the band, because I’ve had a chance to relax a little bit and take in and absorb stuff that I’ve learned and practiced, as opposed to learning something and zipping off somewhere and having to do this, that and the other.” (Full interview)

KK’s move seems logical in light of Glenn’s illness, of which he must have been somewhat aware: “I wasn’t happy with the band’s live performance. I thought it could have been better, not that the fans would notice. To me, Priest was always a stealth machine and that’s what I liked about it.”

The new PRIEST record, Firepower, is accepted shockingly well, with superlatives like “better than Painkiller” or “as good as Defenders”. To me it’s unfortunate evidence – JUDAS PRIEST have arrived at the house of IRON MAIDEN, with perhaps MANOWAR, ACCEPT and some METALLICA, roofed by solo HALFORD, and sprayed with SABBATH, PURPLE, and more 70s and 80s gloss. It spells safe and archaic, and leaves me wondering whether I’d have enjoyed it in 86.
There’s “everything” in this record, which explains its wide appeal. It’s almost a contemporary pop-formula: remotely catchy tunes one cannot quite put their finger on, alas nothing original or infectious. The tune Flamethrower at least is sexy, with a twist reminiscent of the successful HALFORD solo efforts.
Here again, I tend to advocate KK Downing for leaving after the magnificent Nostradamus.

Judas Priest - Firepower

Judas Priest – Firepower

A reason for the accolades of Firepower might have been given in that same 1998 Halford interview, strikingly relevant today:

“What’s going on with this whole “Metal Nostalgia” movement right now? RATT [mid-’80s Glam Metal band] and TWISTED SISTER are touring again, the KISS reunion, the VAN HALEN debacle; JUDAS PRIEST has a new disc out…

Rob Halford of TWO:
It’s a human necessity; it’s affection. You establish yourself as something that you look back on as you move forward. You think of a moment in your life when you felt right and you identify with that moment. You want to keep that moment living inside you emotionally. And the best way to do that is to have the thing happening in front of you on a stage or on a record.”

The recent PRIEST tour is going well, with HALFORD having been rejuvenating almost as much as Glenn had been declining in the past ten years (said with affection and sadness). When I saw PRIEST in 2008, I thought that was the end of them with Rob’s less than stellar form; today, his melody is overflowing, having attained the solidity and scope he perhaps always sought. He reportedly sees no reason why PRIEST should retire anytime soon.

Halford is an icon and vocal phenomenon who should by no means leave the spotlight; it’s difficult however to swallow PRIEST without the duel of Tipton’s and Downing’s complementing each other axes, let alone neither of them being present.

Throughout the years, Halford has expressed desire for artistic freedom, ranging from a dance record to black metal, and, most recently, a collaboration with Toni Iommi – which should work out splendidly, judging by how Halford fronted SABBATH. Doom, the blues of metal, might suit him fine in his maturity.
Should he fly on the flag of PRIEST, however, reconciling with Downing is necessary.
It’s that unrelenting zest of KK Downing that PRIEST needs now to sharpen their blade, with Rob still on form.

After all, this is the band who molded “Heavy Metal”, and who epitomise and symbolise the genre – as concurred by the musician perhaps most influenced by BLACK SABBATH, Tom G “Warrior”:

“JUDAS PRIEST – Stained Class
An album that shaped my understanding of Heavy Metal – I actually purchased it when it came out. I had seen pictures of JUDAS PRIEST, but I hadn’t actually heard any music. I’d read they were a fantastic band but I didn’t really know what I was in for. Then I put on Stained Class and what I heard was a completely unknown brand of surgically precise modern metal – there was no other band that had this absolute metal style. That was really the invention of metal, even though of course BLACK SABBATH were before, but PRIEST really reinvented themselves with Stained Class, and they also reinvented the entire genre of Heavy Rock – this album was a true revelation. I remember very distinctly when I listened to it in 1978 I actually had to get used to it first. It was almost too modern for me at that age. As fantastic as the early albums are as well, on Stained Class they had this inexplicable groove – they had a really distinctive style of writing songs, and they were so precise.”

Here’s the allure of JUDAS PRIEST: beyond the gleaming surface of being surgically sharp, there’s the underscore:

“We don’t play it clean”.

There’s the insatiability of rock, amplified. The grit, the hint of grotesque, the encompassing lust… the vow of being alive. PRIEST are the trailblazing abstract expressionists of Metal, except that music can never be abstract. As the lines of Rothko go in the play “Red” by John Logan:

“HOW ARE YOU?!… HOW WAS YOUR DAY?!… HOW ARE YOU FEELING? Conflicted. Nuanced. Troubled. Diseased. Doomed. I am not fine. We are not fine. We are anything but fine… Look at these pictures. Look at them! You see the dark rectangle, like a doorway, an aperture, yes but it’s also a gaping mouth letting out a silent howl of something feral and foul and primal and REAL. Not nice. Not fine. Real. A moan of rapture. Something divine or damned. Something immortal, not comic books or soup cans, something beyond me and beyond now. And whatever it is, it’s not pretty and it’s not fine… I AM HERE TO STOP YOUR HEART‬!”

We’ll see JUDAS PRIEST on European soil this summer, following their US tour.
We place our hopes in yet another meeting with Glenn, to whom we extend our fervent well-wishes.

Judas Priest

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